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Happy Valentine’s Day

Why do I care about finding love so much? I’m not entirely sure. Maybe it’s because I didn’t grow up with a father or brother who loved me. Or because everywhere I look I see love. I don’t know. But what I am sure about is that I want it. I want to feel the warmth of his body in mine and feel his lips on my forehead. I want to see his face light up when he see’s me and I want to see his beautiful smile. I want to be wanted. Is that to much to ask?

I pray for all of the troops who are over sea’s and missing their partner’s.

Its hard for me to imagine a boy actually loving me; wanting to spend his spare time with me; thinking I’m beautiful. I hear people talking about love all the time and how they love their partner and how their partner loves them. It seems like love is so far out of my reach. A boy truely loving me….is that possible?

I have so much faith about meeting him. I already feel that I love him and that he loves me. My heart is with him and his is with mine. Where ever his is, I hope he is thinking this very same thought. I asked God to send him to me as my only Christmas wish. I believe that I will receive him very soon :)